Different feeling I have been through, and Squirrel
By jean-baptiste gaudier on Thursday, July 23 2009, 00:53 - Comments about my travel - Permalink
Hi,
It is really strange to leave everything you have known and to discover something new. Strange and crazy. I have been through many types of feelings and just to remember that I post this entry.
The first two days in Toronto were really disturbing. In fact, while walking on the street, I had the same feeling you can have while jumping from a plane. I was really scarred. I had no home (except the younth hotel, where my bags (50kgs) stayed in my dormitory) and no job for the first time for 3 years. It was strange and it took me two days to calm me down. After that, now, it is really hard for me to start working for myself. I have realized that I have no job, nothing to do except working and a lot of money on my accounts. All of this, it is not helping me to start over something new. I am kind of bored now and waking up early in the morning to start working is not something I like. Currently, I am working on alternative current: one day I work hard, the following day I do nothing.
All of these are reasons I have left. It is not easy to start something new. I knew it and I wanted to discover it. Now I am in it. It is hard and I hope it will be OK for me.
We will see.
For the funny part, I have pictured a squirrel from my bedroom. Worked who had been used to worked in front of my bedroom, have left. It is quiet now and, this morning, I was able to picture one. It was on the street. Here are the pictures.
Ok, that's all for this time.
See you.